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Louise Locker HallTHE ELF LOUISE
PROJECT

Thanks to donors and volunteers, needy
children receive presents from Santa


Written by KAREN KOLIVOSKY
Photography by JEFFREY TRUITT


Two college students wandered through darkened San Antonio streets, one holding a flashlight and map, the other reluctantly dressed as a tall, lanky Santa Claus.

It was Christmas Eve. They carried a bag of mostly used toys that they had collected from friends and strangers. They knocked on doors until 2 a.m., taking presents to 13 unsuspecting families that otherwise would not have any Christmas celebration.

From that night nearly 40 years ago has grown one of the city’s most beloved holiday traditions, which has since given more than 2 million Christmas presents to San Antonio’s neediest children. The reluctant Santa had been cajoled into the red suit by his friend Louise. That was the start of the Elf Louise Christmas Project, now preparing for its 39th Christmas.

Last year, through Elf Louise, more than 4,500 volunteers collected donations and toys, wrapped presents, and put on Santa suits to deliver gifts to 21,000 children in 5,500 households.

Louise Locker Hall, now a San Antonio psychotherapist with a husband and a 21-year-old son, never imagined that the project would grow to this magnitude. Over the decades, it has snowballed as more and more San Antonians adopted her vision of simple, anonymous giving as their own.

The Elf Louise Project aims to create Christmas miracles. However, through the decades, many miracles have transpired to keep the project going. It’s one of the most unusual nonprofit groups in the country.

For example, there have never been any paid employees in the operation. The massive project, which rivals Santa’s North Pole workshop in its efficiency, is completely run by volunteers. And every November and December, the project requires a 50,000-square-foot space to serve as Elf Louise’s Workshop, where volunteers organize and wrap nearly 50,000 presents for children.

From year to year, project leaders usually don’t know where this space will come from until the last minute, mainly because the space must be donated. The project keeps costs as low as possible, so that 98 cents of every dollar goes toward toys for children. With that budget, there’s no room for rent money.

Yet somehow, year after year, the space comes through.

The start of the project was also nothing short of miraculous, growing from a spark of an idea that a 19-year-old college student had while watching the Tonight Show.

Locker was on break from Trinity University during the 1969 Christmas season. One evening she was watching Johnny Carson on TV as he read children’s letters to Santa. While the letters he read were sweetly funny, Locker was struck by inspiration. What if she could find a letter to Santa written by a little girl who would not receive any presents? Locker could leave her old childhood dolls on the girl’s doorstep for Christmas.

“It was completely on a whim, but looking back on it, I really feel it came from God. It was such a powerful urge in me,” Locker says.

The next day, Locker headed to the post office. She learned that letters addressed to Santa were simply collected and thrown away, but still postal workers couldn’t let Locker open them. She persisted with her request until the postmaster at last allowed her to look through the boxes of letters.

When she finally had the letters in front of her, she wasn’t even sure what she was looking for. Most letters were adorable, many asked for long lists of brand name items. She read through hundreds of letters before finding what she calls “the one”:

“Dear Santa, I know the only reason why you’ve never given us anything before is because we’ve never written.” A little girl named Anna went on to ask Santa for a few items for herself and her siblings, plus a Christmas tree, since they had never had one. “Please don’t get lost,” the letter finished.

“My life just changed on the spot,” Locker says. She had only planned on finding a special girl to anonymously give her old dolls to. But as she read Anna’s letter, she thought, what if there’s more?

“I didn’t have $5 to spend. I never intended to (help) more than one child,” Locker says. “But when I read that first letter, how could you not?”

Locker left the post office with 13 letters, representing 65 children. Christmas was just three days away. She
enlisted her mother’s help. They started by rummaging through their home, looking for items that might make passable gifts. A couple of friends helped too. But it wasn’t enough.

Her next step involved the neighborhood diner and the kindness of strangers. Locker camped out with her Santa letters at the counter in the old Earl Abel’s diner, on the corner of Broadway and Hildebrand. She began to talk to strangers who sat down to eat, explaining how she needed help. Between a few friends and several Earl Abel’s customers, Locker pulled together a collection of mostly used gifts that closely matched the requests in the Santa letters.

Locker originally thought that she and a friend could drop presents on the doorsteps, knock on the door and run, but on Christmas Eve, she decided that Santa needed to deliver the presents. She asked Gibson’s Costumes if she could borrow a Santa suit. They loaned it to her at no charge.

Once the preparations were complete and the toys loaded into a truck, the sky was dark. As her friend Wes Hoover drove, Locker navigated with a flashlight and a map and talked the reserved student into playing Santa.

As they reached their first stop, Locker realized she hadn’t thought about what it would be like to go to the homes. Every door opened wide to let them in, even when the household had already gone to sleep. Every family woke up, let them in and asked no questions, even when they made their last stop after 2 a.m. at Anna’s house.

A small, skinny woman opened the door, looking up at the tall, thin Santa. She was shaking. “I can’t believe you’re here!” she said, over and over again.

Her children had written earlier in the year and remained enthusiastic all through the season, convinced that Santa would be there; she had tried to warn them that there was no such thing as Santa. Her five children, including Anna, had spent the evening looking out the window and listening for Santa. They had given up at midnight and gone to bed crying.

When Santa got there, all the children got up. Santa reached into his bag and gave them each a present, addressing each one by name.

“It was shocking, magical, miraculous. Amazing,” Locker says. “None of these families had anything for Christmas; they didn’t have anything.

“Honestly, I really didn’t know what I had gotten myself into when I wanted to give my dolls away, and when I read Anna’s letter. I just could not believe that little girl’s faith and that she could believe when there was no reason to believe,” she says. “That’s what faith is, you believe when you can’t see it. I feel like that was what got me to continue to do it.”

The following December, Locker went back to the post office. She found 25 families to help. She headed back to the counter at Earl Abel’s. Year after year, she found more people who needed help. She also found more people who wanted to help.

“I’ve always believed in the innate goodness in people and the potential for good,” Locker says. “Sometimes you have to just help people see it inside themselves.”

Slowly, as more people got on board, the operation moved from Locker’s mother’s house to her own apartment, then to loaned spaces at churches and eventually to large warehouses.

The gifts have gone from a jumble of collected used items to brand new toys appropriate for the age and gender for the children who will receive them. The project used to receive calls directly from people who wanted help. Today, needy families apply for the Santa visits through more than 150 agencies, including hospitals, government agencies, schools and other organizations. The neediest go to the top of the list.

The project is governed by a volunteer board of directors; donations small and large flow in from individuals and area businesses. Even Santa’s delivery routes are computerized and efficient.

The organization has evolved over the years, but some things remain the same. Obstacles still exist, and they continue to be overcome one way or another. Money is always needed, as are volunteers and toys. At the heart of it, the spirit is the same as that first Christmas Eve.

“It’s all just so positive. Nobody’s getting paid, so everything we do is just a labor of love,” says Bill Harrison, director of the project. “It’s a totally pure and wholesome thing.”

These days, Locker considers her role to be the “spirit keeper” of the Elf Louise Christmas Project, preserving its original essence and keeping its idealistic core intact. “I’ve always thought, even when I was real young, that if everybody just did good in the world, if everybody did their part in the world, the world could be transformed,” says Locker.

“It’s so easy to get bummed out about life and to get a little cynical and discouraged about life and the way things seem to be going in our society. But then you can also choose to make something happen right in the here and now,” she says. “It doesn’t have to be enormous. You can just change things immediately.”

For more information on the Elf Louise Christmas Project, or to donate money, toys or time, call (210) 224- 1843, or go to www.elflouise.com.